My heart is with you all

Hey guys, please don't feel guilty over my passing. It really was just my time. Man, it was one hell of a year. I can see that you're all feeling sad, I can also see your tears flow. I'm right here beside you. Just know that I love you all dearly, remember just like old times. Yes, My life's journey was short and it ended early. I knew the path I choose was short. You all tried your very best to change it, You also knew in the end, it was for me to sort. I know I caused you all so much sadness, I know I caused you pain, I was captured by my demons, and got carried away. To never be set free again. You all knew this was my fate and my end was coming. My addiction took away my freedom, It also took my rational choice, And when it really got it's hooks in, You could hear it in my voice. There were times I tried to fight them,I really did try. There was a few times I nearly won, I was even hopeful a few times But it came back again overpowered me, I really had nowhere left to hide. Just please know I haven't really left you guys, I am closer than you know,and even more than I have been in years. I will be the whisper in the wind the dragon fly that comes to visit, the butterfly dancing in the breeze. The misplaced dime. Know it's Me! I will be with you everywhere you go. One day I hope you will all forgive me. Maybe even understand. This was my battle I fought it every day. I promise you all, when your time on earth is done I will be waiting on the other side to take each of you by hand. It really is beautiful here, no more pain or suffering. I'm not sick anymore. I'm in really good company too. This isn't Good bye! I will see you on the other side. Love SHAWN